Released from RE-Week 8

So today, I'm 8 weeks preggo. Had my ultrasound. The baby looks more "real" now. Heartbeat is strong at 178!  I'm released from my RE. I'm grateful for him and the whole staff at the office, but I hope I never have to see him again. I still have that dang subchorionic bleed. It's a little larger now... even though the spotting has stopped. Doc says nothing you can do about it. It will hopefully go away. I don't even want to learn more about this. I don't need anymore crazy ideas in my head. I see my OB on Friday and next Wed. I have my surgery to get my tac cerclage placed. Trying to stay calm and relaxed. Thank you everyone for your support.