relaxing sunday

today i copied some cd's and repainted a beautiful ceramic angel. we are going to put it on my sisters grave for mothers day. jess her youngest bought her a swan with flowers in it because she thinks her mom will really like them. she said, "i know she will know i thought of her and she will be proud of me". i did not have the heart to tell her that her mom will never know what she did. kids are the greatest. they have such great imaginations. they are so inocent.how will she turn out? do you think she will ever get over losing her mom? or will she grow up feeling lost and unloved? and what about the other two? how is awkward chris handle the rest of his life without his mom? and what about brittany? will she ever be the same way she used to be? these are the things that i think about. that are weighing on my mind. i cannot do anything to help them and this bothers me so much. i have no power to do anything... life sucks.