Relapse

I have been a liar all my life and in this last year admitting it.  I have read books and talked with my pastor/counselor in many attempts to stop lying.  I trigger my pastor with my lies as she has PTSD from the horrible abuse she suffered from.  
This lie was out of no where and she did not even prompt it.  I have journaled making an outline of my history and totally blowing myself away on how I get off on creating such scenes.  
How do I stop this need for an adrenaline kick?  
 
I am glad to have been able to log on as last time I was not and so trying to get back on I have used up my time and must get ready for work.  I will be back to see if any of you can help me kick this addiction problem I have. I am completely helpless and I need help. 
 
Amy