reject......

for some reason my borderline is acting up today.....i feel like a total reject....i'm friend with a girl we'll call H and another girl we'll call M....H and i have grown really close....but i feel like H likes M more than me....if you look at my very few friends no one else has mental health issues and no one else is my weight and i feel like i'm a total reject.....i feel like they're pretending to be my friends.....i know that some of them aren't, but i just feel like they don't like me...and if they don't, then NO ONE does....i'm probably over thinking things.....i have nothing in common with them....why do i ever have friends???? who WANTS to be my friend??? i'm so fucking screwed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!