Regret

I wasnt there when he passed away. I was too worried about getting back to work on Monday so that i didnt lose my brand new job.... Regret. I was begged my my gramma, and my family to stay.... I went... Regret. The day I got back, my dad called me asking if I wanted to come back up, (my mind wasnt in the job.. they fired me) I had no job anymore, but I didnt know if I could stand to watch him waste away everyday. -Cowardice  By the time I make up my mind to go, I decide to call my mother to tell her. She doesnt know that I dont know he's already gone. She tells me. And I break into pieces. I was too late... regret.   people say life it too short to live it with regrets, but theres no stopping it. = Regret