Regain Yourself

You did it. You finally told your story from your view, with tears streaming down your face. Took long enough. For some reason you are the most stubborn person you know; the worst part is that you know what you are supposed to do to fix it and you're too stubborn to get started. You used to love getting out; you used to love your self initiative. Don't use your amazing talents only to further you in school and work; use them to further your life the way your want it to be. Regain yourself. For years your wanted to get it out and move on. You have done the first part now start the second. Today, January 23rd of 2015 is the first day of the rest of your life. If you want to do something, do it! Stop letting the past hold you back from your own future. You were stronger than you needed to be then, and you are now. 
Regain Yourself
It is you who you have always wanted.
Lost and alone for years, no true self in sight. 
Why would one day hold so much power over years. 
It's like a grain of rice holding power over an apple. 
Fill yourself on the strength you have show, 
then throw it in the trash and begin a new. 
Take that what you miss and discard the baggage. 
What do you miss of yourself? 
Regain it. 
Regain Yourself and love it til the end.