Reflection

Looking back it was not very far I just see all the tears that I cried from the things that he would say he would come home from work I will have dinner all prepared and be happy that he was home and out of nowhere he will start an argument about something that looked out of place to him in the home how devastating that is and I didn't understand it so I would cry I would  get angry I would yell I was upset all the time trying to do things for him now that he's gone any chance that he has got me on the telephone he still accuse me Im fucking and sucking and seeing other men so the decision to stay away from him feels affirmative to me now and the reflection is always good so that I remember what I walked away from and so that I can be strong enough to not walk back to. Don't get me wrong the dating world sucks but my peace of mind and my self-respect means more to me than that.