Reflection #2

"I'm releasing the need to control my life out of fear."How to release that need? How do I stop the "feelings" from overwhelming me? How do I lay it all at God's feet and leave it alone? That seems to be an ongoing occurance with me. I "release" it and yet hold so tightly to it. Why? What is this need for control in my life. I find that I want to control my environment, my feelings, any and everything to do with myself I must control. To try and get through it, I will pray for patience, faith, and the ability to 'Let Go and Let God'. To truly let go over the things I lay at His feet. If only I could truly release them....... Holding onto these things bundled in my arms; makes me hunch over and 'horde' them to myself. Causing all kinds of physical manifestations of my worries. It's a vicious cycle, it keeps turning and turning.....I keep swimming, swimming, swimming..... Thanks for checkin on me!