Refer to text: \'Caged in Chaos\'

Hi folks,  I'm struggling with university. There's just so many things to organise. I've got to organise getting my resources, I've got to realise when I need resources - I've got to be controlled with the resources I borrow from the library - a maximum of 12 books. I've got to read through some of them - which now takes forever. I've got to organise/structure my assignments. I've got to, according to my mum, organise time for myself to relax. I have new things come up. I have old things come back to haunt me. I have friends to think of, and watch over - I have to make time for the whole world it seems - How the heck can I have time for myself. What's worse is I'm forgetting all of the other stuff I used to know well. Numbers for cards - which is a nightmare when paying by card at the shops. I am forgetting the simple things like trying to tie shoe laces, using my knife and fork - heck, I'm forgetting my left and right all the time now. I'm forgetting how to use keys in doors.  I'm organising all these things, I end up so tired that when a door says push I naturally pull, my mind quickly associates and reacts before I have time to realise what I'm doing... I should be doing an assignment now, but I've got to get some books. Why didn't I think of that? So I'm going to do some reading, if I can realise what I'm reading. I've got to set my alarm for tomorrow. I've got to remember the room I've got to go to for my meeting, I've got to sort some snap out for dinner tomorrow. I've got to remember to go to bed at a certain time, I've got to smile for my friends. I've got to watch out for my friends, but, these days, I seem to have lost me. I'm lost, I'm alone, I seem to...