Rebuilding

I'm a compulsive liar. Items to lie to make myself appear better than I am. Currently I'm on the verge of a divorce due to my lying and deceitfulness. My partner feels as though I sold her a false fantasy and she don't think she can wrap her head around the person I'm truly compared to the person she thought I was. She feels as though she is trapped. 

Mad much as want to fix on rebuy trust I understand I have to focus on myself first. Trying to make it through one day of not telling a lie.