Really Lonely
I have been in so much pain lately, and my daughter has threw one of her classic temper tantrums which I have lost count of how many she has pulled, and now she has blocked my phone numbers, both my home number and also my cell this time. She gets angry at me and out of the clear blue quits talking to me and it last for weeks and years at one point. I'm just too sick to fight with her this time. I went for a walk yesterday and had to take a Lortab to be able to deal with the pain to get there and back. They help somewhat,but then the side effects have been pretty bad and I can't take them everyday without getting really sick from them. I couldn't sit in my apartment any longer by myself, I felt like I was going to go crazy for human contact. It really bothers me when my daughter treats me this way because we have been through allot together. I could get out more if I didn't have so much pain and constantly tired. I feel so sad today and miss her, but also very angry at her and hurt that she would treat me this way over,and over again.
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I AM SO SORRY YOUR DAUGHTER TREATS YOU SO BAD. SHE SHOULD HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR YOU THEN THAT. AND TO BLOCK BOTH YOUR HOME PHONE AND CELL P[HONE IS REALLY DISRESPECTFUL. I AM SO SORRY SHE TREATS YOU THIS WAY.
I\'m so sorry that I haven\'t responded to you lately, or anyone on here for that matter. I\'m still with Geoffrey and still holding on to what is left between us, but he still verbally abusing me and it is all because of his Autism and gambling,and also personality disorder. I get so lonely when he leaves and always let him come back. I\'m trapped in this emotional bond to him and it would be good if he wasn\'t the way he is,but it is not healthy and I\'m afraid of losing him and being alone again because I have no one now in my life and my niece died this year and we always talked on the phone and she wanted Geoffrey and me to stay together,but now there is no one to talk to and I\'m in the house allot because of all the pain and cant go on walks anymore and now the doctor says I have Lupus. Anyway, Feel free to message me and I will try to get the courage up to respond.