Really Lonely
I have been in so much pain lately, and my daughter has threw one of her classic temper tantrums which I have lost count of how many she has pulled, and now she has blocked my phone numbers, both my home number and also my cell this time. She gets angry at me and out of the clear blue quits talking to me and it last for weeks and years at one point. I'm just too sick to fight with her this time. I went for a walk yesterday and had to take a Lortab to be able to deal with the pain to get there and back. They help somewhat,but then the side effects have been pretty bad and I can't take them everyday without getting really sick from them. I couldn't sit in my apartment any longer by myself, I felt like I was going to go crazy for human contact. It really bothers me when my daughter treats me this way because we have been through allot together. I could get out more if I didn't have so much pain and constantly tired. I feel so sad today and miss her, but also very angry at her and hurt that she would treat me this way over,and over again.
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