really had a good time ...

I had a really good time at the party ....the supper was great ...we had home made progreagies ...we talked all evening ..really enjoyed eachothers companie had fun with the presants .....I am very happy I dident miss it ........but the drive there and back ......was hard on me ....I don't think I will be doing much more of that ...it is to hard on me I am to nurvice .....my angizity it to high ...when I drive in the dark ....and they don't look after the roads very well ...when I went out they still hadent plowed the roads at all this season .......so you had to be carful you dident get dragged into the ditch or into the on comming traffic ........on the way home they had plowed but didn't put any sand dozen so it was glare ice ......I had to drive thirty miles an hour all the way in to the lake .........I realy hate to miss my groups but ..I need to look after my health .............and my angizity is better ..for everything except the driving ...and I can't be feeling bad about it ...that doesent help me eather ...so my daughter is just going to have to understand ..................maby ..my angizity will get better yet ...in the mean time I will continue to do meditation ..at home ..........and my brother is comming up ..this weakend and wants me to go out with him and my dad ...to supper .....so.if my h will go I will go .....he said yes ....I can't weaight to see him ...and my dad .....take care everyone ....god bless