realizing how much we have overcome

I guess in the beginnning of any relationship you have jealouslyand trust issues the things that early on could end any relationship. Ive been with my fiance for 4 yrs now as most of you know. We had that in the beginning not so much the jealously but the trust issues, but im so thankful those days have been over now its just kind of like we are already married. We live together cook clean go out on small dates and thats another thing i think that keeps the relationships together is taking time out for each other and just forgetting the world. It gets hard in any relationship but as im just figureing out that being with someone that is bipolar has many challenges. Use to i would try and hide from them and not try to face them head on. But since this amazing friend of mine here on ds found me and taught me some stuff i feel no longer afraid. I feel as if we are beginning to over come this horrible diesease. Im just glad that I realize my realationship is stronger than most straight couples. I mean we live with my grandparents and neither of us have a job because of the economy and we have no money most of the time most couples would be in a panic and fighting all the time because of that. But not us I know we both have been applying for work just nothing yet. It gets most people down but not us. Ive never felt this much of a loving connecting with anyone in my life. Its amazing i guess thats what life is about taking time out for just the simple things. And mostly not overthinking everything that comes your way. We take care of my grandparents and they love her just like one of the grandkids. i  guess i just have gotten lucky early on finding someone with such a great connection with. To all of you out there thats not that lucky Im telling you There is someone out there just take time out for the little things in life. We have been together through deaths and births and weddings and hard times and good times. Im not saying its gonna be easy because its gonna be really hard but when you find someone thats worth dealing through the hard times with that go over much smoother! i hope this helps someone I hope if gives someone inspiration. But mostly it felt good just realizing what  wonderful people i have in my life.