Realization

so recently with a lot of health problems come up I started thinking back to the real reason that I feel so empty/alone. I was introduced to sexual acts at an early age by someone I trusted...family. Then I didn't know it was wrong but now I do and feel ashamed for allowing it even though I was to young to know what was going on. Even though I ignored this growing up I think it had an impact with how I acted in relationships. I was too willing to make the person happy that my happiness wasn't a priority for me. I'm still struggling to this day on how to be normal in a sexual relationship.