so i thought on my vaca i would get to see her. her parents are gone on vacation so im allowed at her house. tuesday we spent 12 hours together. yes i count the hours. and thats been it whole week. i asked to come back over one day. and she said thats just weird. why would i want you to come hang while i get ready for work and clean the house. im i really the weird one. its called spending time together. she is so independent and so strong. and i am so needy. she loves her alone time and i hate it. she dont like to talk and i do. so why does she still text me all day long. my 830 wake up text all morning till she goes to work. when she gets out of work. and not want to see me or talk to me. im killing myself here. need to get a grip really really need to let her go cause im a mess but cant do it right now. going to councelor in 2 weeks and cant wait just gotta find way to afford it.