Ready to give up

 I feel so sick and depressed today. I want to help all of you but I'm just to sick. Have to go another six days for the IV antibiotic. Lastnight the doctor called and wants me to get a renal ultrasound.  An emercency stent had to be put in because of blood clotting. He has to make sure nothing has moved. This has been such a painful procedure that I really don't want to do it again. At least my cymbalta is making me sleep again. I don't think anythink is going to make me feel better.