Read the book

I read the book last week~ men who hate women and the women that love them. I learned so much, did not feel alone and want and need to take these pages with me everyday. It is so easy to overlook all of these things after time goes by, that is what I have been doing.  I just let things "get back to normal" after an incident occurs and them I let my guard down and let him back in. I am so terrible at sticking up for myself and it is like I do not want him to hate me. It is a loose/loose situation and I am always going to continue to loose when I stay with him. But some days he acts so nice and sweet and makes me feel like I am ungrateful for not appretiating what "he does for me." It is a hard situation and I am weak I believe. I am a weak individual for putting up with being beat on and getting my head busted in by the one that I love and that is supposed to love me. And then he wants to act like the nicest person in the world and does not understand why I am angry and mad and upset and him and tell him that I do not want to be with him. Sad, sad situation!