REALLY???

Well most of ya'll know me and hubby have stopped trying for the last about 5 mths. Money and life have taken over the reasons. Will back about 2 mths or so ago we found out my sis in law was pregnant. Well she found out she is having another girl. Maggie will be here sum time after christmas. Well me and my other sis in law have been doing research on baby shower items and such. Well while on ebay today I came across a baby shower favor that said Carrie's BABY SHOWER! I closed the browser and couldnt look at any more! That really hit me hard! I have been fine until I sow that. It was like taking a knife to my heart! :(