re-read past journal entries

Just read through my journal entries from the months leading up to my BFP! What an exciting time, albeit stressful! And the month I conceived, I had such a different, better attitude!
It reminded me to visualize and see my belly round and full and to just believe! 5 days left till AF is expected......
Had done IUI 2x with HCG trigger shot in the belly.  did it in the muscle this time around, in the leg, like I had done when I conceived my son.  Reading up on it, bioavailability IS better when done in the leg.  My doctor has let me down so much this time around! Like scheduling my u/s to check follicles 3 days past what I had wanted and then finding out I had two follicles that had gone past their time!!! And no apologies from the nurse who wouldn't listen!!
This was my last cycle with clomid, and 4th IUI.