Rant/ramble of the day haha

So despite the no sleep AGAIN and the hip pain, today has been a really productive day. Dad was going out so offered to get me out of the house for an hour or so. Dint really want to go (as always) but had to try and fit in with the top dogs. Brother 1 happy as he got his dole money today and ended up manipulating brother 2 into going out with him, into town and got a lift of dad. What happened to am never getting in the car with dad? (they dont get along, again a long story haha) and he did nothing but moan and throw insults at everyone. Wow he really pissing me off today. Its guna get worse now that he has been paid. 3 days of him being rat arsed, insulting, kicking off and annoying! Here we all come! My self control is going to be put to the test, big style. Thought dad may help but he trying to teach me the only way that will sink in i guess (I AM GRATEFUL) THE HARD WAY. Then thought brother 2 could help as his self control is way better than mine but look what happened today. "only took brother 1, 24 hours to talk brother 2 round and the sly b**tard even turned to bribary! Brother 2 surely remembers what happend last time though and i just so happen to remind him. (it was thrown in his face, during a big row. Long story... lol Wow everything in this house is a long bloody story. Normal humans have usually got better things to do than try get one over on another just for entertainment! Well although he cracked and went  (just to get out of the house, same reason i went out) he didnt accept any of the bribes. Good boy ginger, proud of you. haha. Dad said i could decorate the room am in and stay till am back on my feet, if ever!                                                                    Why not brother 1 is 32 and wont move out! Squatter.

Brother 2 is 28, like me tried twice and like me couldnt survive on his own, without family support. 

They dont even pay keep to stay here! 

I really need my family to support me at the minute (dad and brother 2 are trying)  i even offered to pay my own way.   

Dad said because he gets nothing of the men he cant take anything off me as it would be unfair.

So looks like most of brother 1s spiteful, nasty comments have backfired. He not a happy bunny!

Any way getting back to my point. I assumed dad just (1) wanted to help keep me occupied and (2) get the room all nicely done without him doing the work. (well he is sick) Sort of a give and take thing. I dont mind that, white and magnolia here we go. Imagine my suprise when dad said i could decorate it in any colour i want despite him hating my favorite colour. Well its all bought and paid for now. Going to make a start tomorrow when dad removes some of his clutter from this room am occupying. As one can guess brother 1 not happy anymore, he wants me gone and makes no attempt to hide it. (Wait till he find out dads putting a lock on my door) double trouble.Tough s**t aint it. Dreading later as he started his binge session already. 

Ramble over on a more positive note (I MADE A FRIEND ON HERE! CAN I GET A WOOP WOOP IN THE HOUSE?) so happy just hope i dont end up messing it all up. Really going to try and be a good friend, just a little worried as there alot of emotions that come with being any sort of friend. Am not very good with emotions. Infact am bl**dy awful. lol Well lets play, only time will tell.