Randoms

I have new motivation for being PF.  My cousin is getting married in July and it'll be the first time I'll see the rest of my family in like at least a year and a half, maybe 2 years.  Since I don't see them that often, I really want to look the best I can.  Also, my brother has a new girlfriend and it's possible he may bring her to the wedding.  I haven't met her since he lives in N Carolina and I'm in Ohio.  She's really cute from pictures I've seen and I'd like her to think the same of me.  So I am setting my determination and am going to stop talking and take some action.
On another note, I'm at the heaviest I've ever been.  People think I'm still pretty thin, but for me, I've put on way too much weight.  I know I don't eat right or exercise like I should.  I would love to be able to just pick up a healthy cookbook, but with all my food allergies, that's sort of out of the question.  Lately I've been really exhausted and haven't been motivated.  I really need to get back on my elliptical and start eating better.  My mom gave me the weight watchers food points for me to copy, so I'm going to start using that some as well.  I'm going to start taking B12 and probably D as well to help get some energy back.  Just at the point where I hate looking in the mirror.  Time to step up and do something.
I really just want to feel good about myself, but right now I don't like what I see or how I feel.  The time has come to do something about it!!!