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All i want to do,All i ever dream about,All i ever think about,I just cant do. To see that blood again,To see that scar,To know the feeling,To know i am here. To feel better,Even for a moment,The thought makes me smile,Please i wish the pain was gone,Please i wish it was better,Please god i wish. But WHY would god help me?WHY would he care?Billions of people on earth,WHy would he notice one girl suffering?HE wouldnt,HES not there,HE NEVER WAS    im sorry i needed to write something, a good freind said it would help me...