RAMBLING ON
HI JOURNAL.
IT'S HAPPENED AGAIN,
I'VE BEEN CALLED UP,
FOR TESTS AND RESEARCH,
SEEMS NO TIME SINCE I WAS LAST,
PUT THROUGH THE MILL.
THE AUSTRALIAN
NEUROMUSCULAR RESEARCH INSTITUTE (ANRI),
BASED HERE IN MY HOME TOWN,
OF PERTH, WESTERN AUSTRALIA,
HAVE SUMMONED ME TO PRESENT MYSELF,
AT THE SAID CLINIC,
IN AN UNMEDICATED STATE,
FROM 9.00 PM THE PREVIOUS NIGHT,
AT 8.30 AM THURSDAY 28 OF OCTOBER,
FOR THEIR POUND OF FLESH TO BE EXTRACTED.
THREE WEEKS LEAD IN TIME.
THIS WILL BE THE FOURTH TIME,
THE THIRD SINCE DBS,
THAT I HAVE BEEN 'CALLED IN' FOR TESTS AND RESEARCH.
THERE ARE FOUR STATES,
IN WHICH THE TESTS ETC ARE CARRIED OUT.
1. UNMEDICATED, STIMULATOR ON.
2.UNMEDICATED, STIMULATOR SWITCHED OFF.
3. MEDICATED, STIMULATOR OFF.
4. MEDICATED, STIMULATOR ON.
THE TESTS IN EACH OF THESE STATES,
ARE ALL DONE TWICE AND VIDEOD.
TESTS ARE COMPLETED AROUND 12.30 TO 1.00 PM.
BY THEN A STATE OF NEAR COMPLETE EXHAUSTION,
WILL BE UPON ME.
THE FEEL GOOD FEELING COMES LATE IN THE AFTERNOON,
AFTER I HAVE RESTED,
AND RECOUNTED ON ALL THE GOOD WORK,
BEING DONE IN THE CLINIC.
THEN ALL WILL BE GOOD IN THE WORLD AGAIN.
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nobody likes a comand proformance. What would happen if you said no?
HI HI ALEX.
I HEAR WHAT YOU ARE SAYING.
THIS IS HOW IT IS AND HOW I AM.
THE TOTAL COSTS OF MY DBS ETC WAS AROUND A$140000,
OF WHICH I PAID A BIG FAT ZERO.
AS WELL AS IT BEING PART OF MY CHARACTER TO HELP MY PEERS, IT IS A WAY OF PUTTING SOMETHING BACK AND MAKING A DIFFERENCE, I FEEL GOOD FOR DOING THAT.
AS WELL AS FEELING DUTY BOUND, IT IS A WIN,WIN, WIN SITUATION, THERE ARE ONLY WINNERS FROM THIS, NO LOSERS. I FEEL GOOD FOR THAT TOO.
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I SAID NO - I WOULD FEEL GUILT RIDDEN.
IT CAN BE AND IS HARD, I JUST DO IT ANYWAY.
GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND INTEREST, GLAD TO HEAR YOUR FISHING IS GOING WELL, HOPE YOU ARE TOO.
MAINTAIN A WINING POSITION,
STEWART.