RAMBLING ON

 
 THIS COLOUR IS EASING MY ANGST.
 
THINGS ARE JUST NOT WHAT THEY  USED TO BE,
THE TIMES THEY ARE A CHANGING.
 
ONE OF THE GROUPS I  BELONG TO,
GOING BY THE NAME OF 'LIKE MINDED PEOPLE' HAS CEASED TO EXIST.
 
MASSIVE CHANGES ARE AFOOT AT MY DAY CENTRE,
CAUSING  GREAT UNCERTAINTIES AND UNREST AMONGST THE CLIENTS.
 
MY LOCAL SUPPORT GROUP, HAS BECOME SO BIG THAT THE
INEVITABLE CLIQUE MENTALITY OF SUB GROUPS HAS FORMED.
THIS IS COMMON IN MY EXPERIENCE, WHEN A GROUP  BECOMES SO BIG.
IT CAUSES AN UNHEALTHY ''THEM AND US' SITUATION.
 
SO WHY DO I WRITE THIS DEAR JOURNAL ?
I GUESS I AM TAKING STOCK AND DEBRIEFING,
SEEING THE PICTURE MORE CLEAR,
LEST I LAMENT THE SITUATION.
ALL THIS HAS AN EFFECT OF LAYING THE SPIRIT LOW.
THIS IS LESS THAN DESIRABLE.
SO IN TAKING STOCK,
LET'S CHANGE THE MOOD AND FOCUS ON THE POSITIVES,
BRINGING THEM TO THE FORE.
 
MY TABLE TENNIS CLUB IS HEALTHY AND THRIVING.
YOGA CLASSES ARE ONGOING AND BENEFICIAL.
MY OVER FIFTIES CLUB IS CONSISTENT. 
FOR MYSELF, BEST DESCRIBED AS BEING CONSISTENTLY ERRATIC,
I'M STILL HERE, STILL INTACT.
SO THAT JUST ABOUT EVENS THINGS UP.
I FEEL BETER NOW.