Ramblin Man

Anyone remember that Steve Martin song?  I might be dating myself with that but
I think all of these posts will be more or less ramblings and such.
Three weeks ago, I entered hospital to have gall bladder removed and went into Afib
in the recovery room.  I was really hoping to come out feeling better and get my life
back on track.  Now I discover yet another health problem and a serious one.  I deal
with depression and anxiety every day and have horrible crippling arthritis in my back
as well as a pinched nerve and fractured disc.  I have chronic cystitis of the bladder
and pain in my foot the comes and goes.  And of course, theres the prostate problems.
that seems neverending.  All these maladies have taken their toll and added together
have completely disabled me from pursuing a job or lifestyle.  I have no health
insurance and am very concerned about my health in general.  Somedays the
struggle hardly seems worth it....but then again I know thats the depression talking.
So it goes.......