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I dont care how much sence i dont make, I want another baby. We have been trying for almost a year now. Yesy i have Ian and I love him and would never trade him for a million dollars. I cant control my feelings. My heart want what hit wants. I want another baby like i wanted Ian. I am on CD 22 so I POAS that says you can find out up to 6 days before your missed period. My cycle has been varying between 28-31 days. It was a BFN. I know it could be to soon. My clomid somehow got shipped to the wrong address. In NJ!!!! How whay i dont know. I am going rounds and rounds with them. We move in a few weeks I may just go to a new OBGYN and hope they give it to me. Dh wouldnt understand this desire in me. HE thinks I should be happy with Ian. I agree and wish that was teh case. I wish I didnt have this desire and need. But I do and I cant change that. I want Ian to have a sibling. My dream growing up was to be a mom and have lots of kids. I am happy and I know so so blessed to have ian. But this is the only place i cant talk about my feelings.
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ok I\'m confused, didn\'t you just have Ian in December? Is he only a few months old? Forgive me but just trying to figure it out! :)
Lol its ok. I had Ian in December of 09. He is 15 months old.
ok so I just saw on your \"about me\" that Ian was born dec 8th 2010 but at the top it says 2009. SO you have one just a couple of months younger than my Lucas. So he was just a few months old when you started trying to get pregnant? Don\'t worry, it will happen! I got pregnant miraculously with my little girl when Lucas was 10 months old and he was a donor egg from my sister! and I\'m 40 with breast cancer. So if you ever doubt that it will happen, think of me. Hang in there and be patient and enjoy that little boy. I will be sending positive energy your way that you will have another little one on the way soon! :)
What a little miricle girl you have!!! I try to stay positive it just gets hard.
You have every right to want another child and should not feel bad for voicing your desire!!!! I think it\'s an innate desire in most women. I hope and pray that you get your wish! You are a wonderful person and a wonderful mommy. I see a little blond haired girl with pigtails in your future. :o) Sometimes I think I\'m psychic! lol!
There\'s nothing wrong with wanting another baby!! Keep at it! I hope you can get all the details worked out with your meds..and honestly, you\'ll have to send the records from one OB to the other...and there\'d be no reason they can\'t prescribe the same meds :) GOOOOD LUCK :)