Ramble

So I guess this site isn't working like I thought it would. I thought that I would come on here and find someone that I could talk to. I don't have friends in the 'real' world so I am struggling with being depressed a lot especially since I have left work. I don't really talk to many people except family now, and those that I do want to make it clear that they don't want me tagging along as I slow them down because there are days that I either cant show up or I have to use a cane. I thought this site would be a nice change of pace and that I would be able to chat with others that have the same issues as I do.
I don't always complain...I have good days...today is not one...maybe that is why I feel the need to write. My hubs has been very emotional today. He is upset that I am not being more selfish and taking better of myself. I just have too much to handle to take care of me right now. He is 2 weeks out of knee replacement and my daughter will have surgery soon too...so there will be another to take care of, plus she has a 4 year old that we are picking up after school everyday. I will pamper myself when I can. I just don't feel that I can right this minute.....a friend to talk to....that is what I need and that need just cant be filled here....maybe it wont ever be filled. It's fine....peace out..