Rainy Day Thursday

It's been raining here for the last few days.  I usually like rain when I have someone to share it with.  I was so close to taking the day off.  Yesterday I got home and my roomie was paying attention to me more than usual.  I figure he is feeling insecure and needed me just to make himself feel security.  This happens.  He stops putting forth effort, pays attention and then he stops until next time he feels insecure, then REPEAT.  

I'm signing up for a side gig to make extra money.  Yes, it's for the money but also to keep me busy so I'm not wallowing in my own self pity.  

Day 5 and no word from my ex.  I expect it's finally over.  But, what could I expect?  I made the wrong but, safe choice.  Ive learned that no matter safe or unsafe, I still feel restless. Ive always had a restless soul for as long as I can remember, but more so now that I'm getting older and feel time's a wastin.  I am looking forward to the weekend.  Not sure what Ill do, maybe refinish a piece of furniture.