Rainy day are hear again!

When it rains in Southern California it pours.  I am grateful for anther rainy day.  I was so tired last night that I broke out in tears.  I just needed a hug.  I am lucky to not have any nerve pain, however the pain in my back and shoulders is so exhausting!  I am so tired of pain.  I hurt sitting, lying down, stretching, and it is all the time.  I was overwhelmed last night between fatigue and pain.  So the rain means I am less active at work and for that I am grateful today.  It also makes me want to eat like crazy.  Warm comforting foods too.  And I just keep getting a little chubbier.  I am not fat, but am up a couple of sizes and 15 lbs.  Such is life. I am still real positive about things for the most part.  I have not kept a gratitude journal as of late.  But life is good.  I am blessed in so many ways.   Being frustrated does not take away from me recognizing what i do have to be grateful for.  My husband has been amazing this week.  Cooking, cleaning, massage, and so sweet.  I love it/