Raining Pouring... Old Man Snoring....

it is raining like crazy today. wow. Not seen this kind of rain in a long long time here on the edge of the chihuahua desert. 

got my hair highlighted today. i don't know if i like it yet. it takes 3 days before i get used to anything different.... so in 3 days i will either hate it or love it. lol.

we will see how many come to the cousin reunion this weekend. it looks like so far... 15 or so. ... that's okay. we will enjoy. i hope that some others can come. it will be nice. 

i am looking forward to colorado. i am looking forward to the mountains and the serenity. i hope it works out that mom can come. at first i didn't want her to come but i think it would be good for us to be together and she might can use her flight to denver that way. 

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remember. i have only  5 years. 

ya know, i got a stupid phone call today. someone was offended and thought for some reason they were not really invited to the cousin reunion. stupid. but i reassured them they were. THIS is the kind of drama i am tired of in others and in myself. 

so i used my program... bc how others act , i have no control over... and if others feel badly about themselves... i can do nothing about that... i just decided to pretend the phone call never happened... and i went on with my day. i also promised them i would tell no one. and i didn't . and i won't . bc it honored no one. and it will not help anyone's mood. and the person that is stirring the shit pot is not even coming. so there. i didn't even give them the time of day in thought. it's a person that causes a lot of problems in life for herself and others...so there's that. it paid off for me to give it no more thought or emotion. 

so today was good. i went ahead and made myself go get a rx for this drainage. i want to feel well for the thing this weekend. 2 weeks of putting up with this is enough. 

G