raining out side and inside

I lost my mom 2 and 1/2 months ago. We were very close and I was her caretaker for about 10 years.  I thought I was doing better but today I just can't quit crying. Been rainy all day maybe the weather is affecting me.  I miss her so much it hurts so bad. I put everything into takeing care of her needs and wants that now I feel lost and empty.