Raining Here
It's 7:30 and pouring rain.I just went yesterday to clean Justin's headstone.It was so shining when I left.Got up early this am to talk to Mike before he went to work.We have so much to do here I've been putting Old English on the baseboards and the paneling what a job my butt hurts from bending over, so out of shape.We sure did miss Justin when we moved he was such a good mover he would work so hard.Last time we moved he found all of his keepsakes tub and found his baby book that was the first time he saw it.I'm glad he got to look at it before he died.Having some rough days very few good days.I find that my life is hard now I just keep pushing myself everyday.I have so much pain in my heart and I know it will never heal.Peace to all I think of all of you.Big Hugs.jfm24,Vicki
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Vicki,
I know there is much pain in your heart and please don\'t feel that it will never heal. Your heart will heal , granted it will not be the same heart you started out with but it will be a heart that is void of the pain you are having today. Sometimes it seems when we are in pain that it will always be like that and it really doesn\'t have to be like that. Give yourself a chance to move forward by taking baby steps. I am here for you. Hugs, Inga
Pain...a way of life for us now? Peace to you...Karen
We will never be the same. Praying our hearts will mend. Wishing you a good weekend. Hoping you find strenght. love lucille