Rain rain go away!

Not sure if its the rain, me and two out of my 3 boys sick with a cold/sore throat etc that just brings me to a place. Days like this, I think how my Mom would come over and just by Mommy. I would lay down, she would run her fingers thru my hair and make me feel better. So, I tried doing that with the boys, and one fell asleep and the other just wanted to play cards. Couldn't help from the tears coming and going today. Talked to my sister and she had a bad night last night and couldn't sleep.  IT's no special date or day, so it's amazing to me when we are feeling badly and missing her so at the same time.  So, its pouring right now, and I am hoping all the flowers and herbs I planted at my Moms will look amazing tomorrow! I know we needed it! I am going to find a movie to watch with the boys ... they called for a "family movie on the couch with blankets and many pillows"... I will try to check in later!