quite the roller coaster
It's amazing to me how obsessive I have been lately! I think I cry everyday! I am just so tired. I also think becuase we don't know where to turn that it brings even more stress. AF showed up this morning so I decided to give myself a baby break. That means no focus on trying to conceive for at least this week while my period is here. I am going to call and schedule a consultation but no hours and hours of internet research regarding everything baby!! I need a physical and emotional break. My neck, and head hurts from stress!! I have to let myself relax focus on eatiing right and exercising this week!! Hope you have a great week! I hope I can change my mood upon return.
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Honey I know how you feel. AF arrived today as well and my heart feels a little heavy. Just know that you can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens you. I pray that GOD will give you peace of mind and not allow this to overwhelm or consume you. Hang in there :)!!
I know what you are feeling. Try to relax and enjoy the moments that you spend with your DH. The drugs could still be in your systems... so every time it is close to AF your emotions are hieghten. Hang in there and let us know how you are doing.
Take care.
Aww hon, I know what you mean. Take this week and nurture yourself. I\'m so glad you are going to make the consult, what about the other thing we talked about?
I always have that low point right when AF rears her ugly head. I am sad and grumpy usually for a day or so and then I luckily get past it and move on. You sound miserable and this journey is too hard already to allow yourself to get so obessed that it makes you miserable. I can\'t begin to tell you how amazing this month has been just letting go of having control and letting God do his amazing work without a micro manager. I haven\'t felt this relax and wonderful since DH and I first started our journey. Remember that regardless of our obstacles if God\'s plan is a baby you will conceive it. He is the creator of man and he can overcome all problems and obstacles. So, you didn\'t ask for my advice but I am going to give it to you anyway because I care for you and your mental health. Step back and le the man work. You will gain a sense of peace and serenity that will help you make better decisions for you and your future family. Don\'t let fear and anxiety make you rush into something you aren\'t ready for physically and more importantly emotionally. Hoping and praying that our BFPs are right around the corner. XO :)