quite the roller coaster

It's amazing to me how obsessive I have been lately! I think I cry everyday! I am just so tired. I also think becuase we don't know where to turn that it brings even more stress. AF showed up this morning so I decided to give myself a baby break. That means no focus on trying to conceive for at least this week while my period is here. I am going to call and schedule a consultation but no hours and hours of internet research regarding everything baby!! I need a physical and emotional break. My neck, and head hurts from stress!! I have to let myself relax focus on eatiing right and exercising this week!! Hope you have a great week! I hope I can change my mood upon return.