quite day

well I got 155 for bills thats to support him and his son.   of course the first 60 goes to the cell phone.  when I asked about the past wages that never showed up anger broke out.  then there was the guilt trip.   here its all the $$ I have..   My dtr started school today.  had to miss some more work.  I feel like i am being pulled in so many directions and no where to turn.  I wish I had some one to cuddle with and hold me for awhile.   make me feel safe.