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I'm trying to keep a record of my favorite parts of everybody's posts. I wouldn't repost it as my own, I just want to re-read them. I have an ED, sometimes I changed the gender.
(I can only hope for) a cordial relationship that will forever be blighted by the estrangement
we are in "no win" situations
I miss her but am so afraid of opening myself up to more heartbreak
I kept looking for the "awful" in me, but could not find anything but just a fallible, human being.
I truly believe this can never be fixed; the bell can never be un-rung.
Im exhausted from thinking about this for 3 (1 1/2) solid years and must find a way to move on and make some kind of life. Cant seem to stop obsessing.
my life is better without them and the heartbreak they so callously inflict.
(I can only hope for) a cordial relationship that will forever be blighted by the estrangement
we are in "no win" situations
I miss her but am so afraid of opening myself up to more heartbreak
I kept looking for the "awful" in me, but could not find anything but just a fallible, human being.
I truly believe this can never be fixed; the bell can never be un-rung.
Im exhausted from thinking about this for 3 (1 1/2) solid years and must find a way to move on and make some kind of life. Cant seem to stop obsessing.
my life is better without them and the heartbreak they so callously inflict.
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Yep. Feel the same with the two who have been breaking my heart over and over and over. ED for over 25 years and ES for nearly 20 years. They skirt around the perimeter of my life blipping in and out with a mix of cordial or down right hostility. Ihave given them chances over and over but the end of the line is now here.