questions

To all of you who read this journal, are there moments when you are not worried about something?  What does that actually feel like.  Are you ever happy just because?  do you ever eat something and not worry about how many calories are in it?  Are you secure in your own home? do you have someone you love I am not necessarily talking about physical love but love just the same.  Do you feel special just because you're you? I a.m. just asking for no particular reason just thought I'd ask