Put my foot in my mouth!

    Boy oh boy a person has to really watch what they say on a phone with a doctors secretary while being depressed. I need a letter to battle these dumb ass attorneys so I don't have to make a physical appearance on this bull-shit judgement from the credit card, these but heads do not know who they are playing with. I may not know enough about certain laws, but I know enough to get by. I need a letter from my doctor for 2 reasons, one for help with trying to get a visiting nurse in, the other for court, but same content letter will do. So stupid me not thinking said I was depressed, feel like taking pills, oh that was so-so stupid of me, I meant to calm me down a little, like a valium, or half a pain pill, my shoulder is killing me today. So next thing I know there is 2 cops, 2 parametics, a nurse knocking on the door to take me away, yeh right, in a pigs eye, I got out of it, called the doctor ask him why he would call 911, he said he was concerned,,,,all I wanted was a dam letter, not a army of ass holes. Next time I have to really watch my words, if he really cares, give me some thing for this dam physical pain, take it away, I don't want it, then maybe my emotions would not get the best of me. Thank God my kid is home today, she knows me well enough that I talk out of my ass. I know that perhaps he was right, but it takes more then pain, and emotions to pull me down, any one in my shoes would know that. What I need right now is a good nap, going to the hospital latter if this shoulder pain does not go bye-bye.........................                                                                                                                        Just Me!