Pushing ahead

I am not going to try for SSDI at this time.  Mostly because I have some good days when I feel like I can still work.  I will only work four days a month and see how I do.  It definately feels like I have backslid with the wholeMono thing.  My tiredness is overwhelming, but I can surely do 4 days a month, right?  I just hope my brainfog stays in check because I can't afford to have that with such an responsible job.  Today my pain is about a two at the moment.  My back is bothering me while I sit here and type, so I know I need to get up a move around.  My feet and ankles are throbbing for some reason, who knows?  I really have got to attempt to pay off my bills in a hurry in case everything falls apart now that I am quiting the Reliv shakes.  I am still taking one a day to wean myself off.  That's all for now.  j