PUSHIN MY BUTTONS....
Well kinda slow this moanin....Last couple days I've been workin on a project for my Kids...It's a garbage can organizer lol..........Had this big Idea to make junior help.... Oh Yeah... brite idea...!My therapist tells me It's my fault... I'm an enabler... Ya know one them peoples that are always doing for someone...this case my son...(takes after dad aint the sharpest tool in da shed)In my defense that's cause of old age... lack of proper care...hehehehein my son's case... that's a different story............junior he got gamin on the brain...and well I gave him a chance to earn some money...whole whoppin 30 dollars.. mowin grass... So he bought himself a new DS game... called Chrono Trigger....in less than three days he's defeated this game...GEE took me over a month... oh well.............About gettin junior to help me play carpentor in da back yard..It's like pullin ya own teeth with a pair of vice gripps... Just aint no fun.. First of all he takes this attitude...moves like he in slow motion...If I try to tell him a better way... I'm naggin... the drill is not lined up with the screwand first off he stripps out the phillips head cause he aint even tryin.............So it's a pissin contest... gee whizz.... So wat if ya taller then me..I dont' care if you rather be sleepin...Yada yada yada.... GO Away.... get.... go play ya game .... but ya better start thinkin about a new place to live...................He caught that last statement.. so now he's wantin to try harder..Yepp he can do it...so why all this fussin and messin around just to get it in gear?I worry about this Boy...I really have to step back because... he only acts this way towards me...........Awe well Me and my oldest son he be 30 something.. married with children..rathere long honey do list...LOLWe are just startin to learn to work together..I like it.. no yellin.. or fussin..just grabb them tools and build something..Love it when he ask Hey dad how would you do this...or he say the only thing I'd do different is this or that..Okay we can do that..........but Junior the one livin at home...he got it too easy...I'm tryin to give him the chance no one ever gave me...to teach him how to make good responsible choices...pay his bills... Not just kick his hinny out into the world without any life skils..I don't want to rule his life ...I WANT HIM TO GET ONE OF HIS OWN...............I really hope junior learns to believe in himself soon...dad needs some down time... Hardest part for me is Next March...that be the point of now return..Cause if he aint got a job... and still aint tryin..I'm cuttin him loose...don't care how bad it hurts.. Man or Woman should learn to stand on their own two feet...Me I'm wondering if I'm doing this rite...one shrink says yeah the... other says wellllll...!........junior be pushin my buttons a lot...but they gettin worn out...He needs to apply more effort...me I'm not fixin his lunch or cookin his breakfast no more Oh gee he did it for himself.. now wash tthem dishes lol..At some point he's gonna get the hang of growin up...I HOPE!
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