push it away......
everyone is telling me that it's wrong for my uncle ot do these things that are innapropriate.....but i feel that becasue it's family it's okay.....but friends are saying it's NOT okay......i don't wanna be a victim anymore, but i DON'T wanna deal with this!!!!! i wanna pish this away, forget it even happened and leave it in the past.....i know that doing that causes more damage than good and that forgetting everything will haunt me later and that if i don't say anything it will rpobably escalate, but i don't know what else to do.....i still hafta talk to ym therapist about it, but i don't wanna confront it.....it's so frustrating....why me????? why ME of all people is he doing this to??? i'm probably over-reacting.....it's not that big of a deal.....he just touched me....my PTSD is acting up adn that's why i'm so uncomfortable....that's why.....God, i hope that's why.....
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Tell your doctor confront the problem please the same thing happened to me when I was really young up until my mom got divorced. I was raised around my step-father like he was my real father he tought me it was ok for him, cousins, uncles etc. to do that the guilt is haunting me till this day now that I know that was wrong. I still wont confront it cause im hoping its just breams and nightmares I have and that it wasnt real cause im hoping I just thought that stuff up so I dont tell anybody cause im hoping it was just a dream. It is wrong and if you tell your story and confront it i promis no matter how bad I want to think it was something else I will confront it to. Just please dont do it anymore I dont want you to get hurt so please please please tell someone anyone and confront it please. Because of the way he raised me I look for people who are going to do the same thing he and his family did to me because thats what I think is normal and right but its WRONG and im still trying to learn that but its just not getting through to me . He was in my life since I was two or younger. That whole town was like that even when my mom dropped me off at day-care when I was a baby thats when it all started and its still now over i wish it would just stop and in order to stop cutting hurting myself and everything else I have to tell someone and confront the stuff I dont want to belive. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONFRONT IT TELL YOU DOCTOR JUST DO IT THE SOONER YOU CONFRONT IT THE SOONER IT DOESNT HURT AS BAD. I even have this man thats almost ten years older than me that im going to go out with so he can protect me and replace the emptyness and the pain my step-father left behind and thats not right and im trying to stop but I hope its not to late for me but since you have a doctor and friends let them help you just stop it ok its not right stop before you end up like me ok its not to late for you to confront it ok. Just try ok and never give up just be carefull and dont get hurt ok. And im always here for you.