purpose in life

recently i found out i have to have another revision its like starting all over again but im satisfied its just the nerve damage and 18 years of not walking so i accept the good and bad days the best way i can. I am grateful that i get to choose to wake up tomorrow without having a heart attack in the night or simply from a fall and have a stroke and a personality change where at times im not me anymore jjust a shell so my last weeks lesson is my loss of limb is not my personality i get to control that. depression comes and goes i was so excited my grandson is 9 mths old but due to a split i dont see him much its not fair i dont drive thru poor eyesght and my sons staying by me and people forget the magic rule a child only has one mum and dad ever forget the games and value we get to live tomorrow this is our choice live each day the happiest and help and love this world can be so unfair but its all we got