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Hey EveryoneI try to write more often but I just can't get to it with everything that goes on. I was up til 3a.m. doing homework and then didn't do my cpap. Monday joey was sick and mom took him to the walk in clinic and had to pay for it because it wouldn't take my insurance.He had a upper respiratory infection and the doctor gave him a three day excuse.Mom is great when I'm not feeling good. My legs are still hurting and I have to go to PT tomorrow. I was very tired Monday and took a nap while mom and joey was gone and missed my class and woke up when they got home.Well now that sucks. Tuesday I went to PT and started out slow because of the weekend he didn't like the idea of me having alot of pain. So we did like i was there for the first day.I told him about wanting to get back on the horse.    Well thursdayI had a doctors appointment at 1 so I got up took a shower and didn't have much time before I went to Maryville. I went to the doctor and it was a fast one. He didn't get the note from doug the therapist so I pretty much told him what I wanted and I go it. I told him therapy was working and I would like to continue and he said ok he said he thinks that was a good idea. So I went to the hospital spent some quiet time with a soda and book. Then went to PT told doug what the doc said and he told me what his note said basically the same thing I told the doc so he didn't tell him that I had a asthma attack. I told doug I wanted back on the horse which I mean back on that machine and he said we would see. So now he has to put up with me for four more weeks. So I had a good day with the therapy and then I went to aftercare. Then I talk with a friend about getting some help for my son. Then I went to AA meeting in Madisonville. I got home late and then watch TV with Rhonda and then got on my computer and then I did some homework and the next thing I know it was 3a.m. and I told doug I wouldn't stay up half the night. oh well if he doesn't ask i wont tell. Wednesday I was in a bad mood. I didn't use my cpap and I was tired all day and slept most the day away and went to bed after chatting some on the computer. I did some stuff but it wasn't real productive other then chatting. I 'm getting backwards. Tuesday I stay watching tv with rhonda and didn't get much done on the puter to. Friday this morning I got Anthony and we went to the Good Shepard Center and he sign him and nikki up and he got about 25 dollars worth of food. So he can get it every 30 days next time he needs a check stub and he can also get clothes. Then take donation clothes, kitchen items and toys. So we have plenty for them. Today is a good day. I was able to do my exercises. Joey is feeling better him and anthony went to get groceries. Ralph is having good days and taking Alex hunting squirrel tomorrow. Rhonda is painting downstairs. Nikki is in bad shape she is 24 years old and already taking 10 different medicines. She works at walmart and I'm worried they are going to fire her.If we lose her income we will be hurting. Her income pays most there bills we help pay there food and gas. I got in trouble with getting in the hole with overdrafts but Rhonda is going to have some money on the first so she is going to help dig us out so we dont have to dig and then dig more through the month we will be even for once. Well I finish 180 days of smileys so I'm going to do what I want for 180 days how about that. Wearing my glasses, going to school,going to aftercare, feeling like sh---, ok enough. hope you all have a good day. Pain free day. love all of ya. LoveRobin