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Hey AllAlot has happen in the last few days. Lets start with me. I had chest pains starting from thursday and off and on til tuesday.Jennifer came to the house on tuesday with dustin looking for a house or trailer for rent until she gets into low income housing. Well she stayed at the house all night because she had to be in court with her oldest son the next day and it was closer to stay with us then go back to Etawah.When I went to PT and then after aftercare my friend talk me into going to ER and said she would stay with me and I could come to her house and I had stuff in van to stay with her. So I went to ER and sign up. I sat down and she played mom and talk more to the nurse and it didnt take long for them to get me back there.They did all the vitals and EKG and all the other stuff and we waited for a room to open. Then soon I got put in a room with a tv. I got blood drawn and a IV and then baby asprin and a GI Cocktail for acid reflux. Don't have no results but doc came later said everything look fine and I felt better other then the headache with I got Loratab for. I know I'm a addict not suppose to have nothing but its from the doctor okay. So got that was feeling better and the doc said a aspirin a day. Nitro if have chest pain and call 911. More nitro until help arrives. Nitro give major headache ughhhhhhhh. So we headed toward walgreens for some juice and meds and then we went to Cindy's house. Cindy cook some eggs and toast while I call the house. Ralph was asleep and I talk to jennifer. She talk alot about her kids and how they did her in time after time and no more and she did this and dustin and her was going to get a house to rent until she gets into low income housing. So got off the phone, ate, done some talking and went to bed around 4am and slept til noon. We had some breakfast, I call Rhonda another friend, we washed up and then we went to get Cindy's grandson and then went back to Cindy's to get my glasses and then to the hospital to my van. Finally made it home. Chilled out and rest. Joey was throwing up and Ralph took him to doctor Rhonda said and that didn't sound good. I forgot Joey had an appointment. Stress out for nothing. Joey wasn't feeling good and Ralph drove him. duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So everything is okay. Joey is feeling better doc says lungs and throat and ears look good. Don't know why he is vomiting so he gave him priolisec to help his stomach. He will see gastro doc on the 6th for blood in stool so I guess he will see him for vomiting to. So during supper I was on the phone with Jennifer again. She found a house for rent it was in bad shape but afforadable rent until they get into housing hopefully. Its for sale so they may have to move out sooner. I had such a bad feeling I couldn't shake while talk to her. So now she plans to stay in a old house with bad heating for the winter. He oldest son in jail, middle son gets ssi and going to be a father and her youngest still in school and living with her. She has to go to court on Thursday for child support and she's going to her mother to be closer to the place to go. I got off the phone, ate supper, play games, watch tv and went to bed at 1am. The phone rung at 9am and it was dr. millers office wanting to change appointment well I told them that I was going to call them to schedule a stress test. So then they said they would call back. So then Dustin call said he was ask by his dad's lawyer in court to testify against his mom and he said yes and his mom was mad and they argue and dustin end up at his dad's. Now his mom has washed her hands from all three no more.I understand her point of view with everything they done but its her kids. She is shy a few bricks of a load and her kids to but it her kids. So he call me. I try to call her. She call me and told me her side of the story now I'm trying to get back a hold of dustin. shit shit shit shit. My head hurts. My brain hurts. She knows that he didn't understand what he was doing but she turn her back against him. how how??????? I need some feedback bad please please