Proud of myself
One of my girlfriends from high school had her baby today (very very unusual situation with her, but whatever...not gonna gossip). I was proud of myself. I was able to look at and "like" all of her photos, congratulate her, and send good wishes, without any bitter feelings or sadness. Maybe it's just a blip, maybe I'm moving on, or maybe because I'm in the throes of baby-making the science way, but it still feels a lot better than feeling nasty and snarly all the time.
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i am glad to hear you did so well with your friend it is hard facing this every day and sometimes i think we do become bitter.. sometimes we have to remind ourself its not their fault we are going through this... I am keeping you in my thoughts that after all you have gone through you acheive your BFP