Proud of myself.

My dogs got neutered today. I have such anxiety when it comes to anyone I love having surgery. I always am afraid that when one goes under they just won't wake up. My dogs are doing fine. I get to pick them up tomorrow. They are 8 and 9 years old so my worries was that they are too old to go under. I am proud of myself though because I think I handled the anxiety well. I was nervous but I kept a positive faith and went to school and tried to focus as much as I could while waiting to get the phone call from the vets office. My boyfriend said he can sense a different energy in me. That I seem calm and like I am keeping a positive outlook on things. Im pretty happy that he noticed. I have been trying.