Promise to myself

So I have to get back on track.  I am going to go to bed a little early tonight and get up and go to the YMCA tomorrow.  I am going to do this.  I am going to the farmers market Saturday and buy some fruits and veggies.  I am going to start tracking my food tomorrow.  I have to do this for myself.  I also have to quit smoking again.  I have to get my focus back. Work is still brutal.  Having a hard time at night putting it aside.  Having a hard time sleeping.  Took the one day off this week for the funeral and still got 3 fires.  Next week I have off Monday and Tuesday.  I am going shopping with my stepmom in Lancaster.   Hoping for sunshine and warmth!  It has been so cold and rainy for weeks!  My dog needs some exercise as well.  Poor thing is climbing walls since it has been raining.  Last night was downpour and thunder and lightning.  Took dog out and she just hovered in the corner of her pen.  If April showers bring May flowers, what does all of this May rain bring?   OK, fruits and veggies, here I come.  Now to drink more water and get in more exercise.  I can do this.  I am hoping to have more energy, feel better, be happier, get more done. Having Mother's Day dinner here.  Will be nice.  I want to watch the movie, Seven Pounds, with Will Smith with my Mom.  Still waiting for my new Spring Green Nintendo DS to come in the mail.  Gee, Mother's Day is this Sunday.  Birthday is 5/23.  Should I give myself the DS for Mother's Day or my birthday?  Hmmmm.  Maybe the DS for Mother's Day and some games for my birthday?  Hmmmm.  Either way, hubby is going to have a fit.  Have to back off the spending for a while.   I have been emotional eating and emotional spending.  Ugh!  I have to find other ways to deal with stress other than eating.  I have been reading more.  I love to do that.   Thank you to my friends for all of your support!  I am back and I am going to do this.