progress

so its the 1oth day of October.....its suposed to be day 17 of my 90day program but uhm,...i couldnt start my progrm on the 23rd until the 29th cause the devil really had me and for that 6day period i fell real hard into porn masturbating till it hurt ,literally.so i finally got myself together on the 29th and kept at it till yesterday night. well i must have really missed seeing naked girls so i went to the pron site just to see and not long later my pants got wet. so bad!!! but i believe righteousness is n about perfection but the ability to recognise your wrong quick enough to repent of it. so i went on my knees right after it and talked to my father and have faith he cleansed me. since then the urge has just been so strong but i have told the holy spirit to take control. thats my journal for today.....keep praying for me guys